theres was nobody who loved me more than you :) but after reading old txt or chats i realized i didn't accept you for you and forced to many changes to try a make what i thought was the perfect girl for me i was actin selfish and i deserved what i got a broken heart. it was great while it lasted. but now i understand why u were not 100% happy or feeling like the real you. ive moved on but slow days like this i really miss all the things we used to do i miss ur kisses and hugs and late night phone calls and scootering to ur house and movies and everything you made me really happy those past two months thank you for everything and ur family was amazing they were really fun and accepting of me its crazy cuhz you once said "i'm your biggest fan i'll follow you until you love me." and now ii feel thats me doing the following part of me tells me i need to just forget you but part say i know what i felt for you was real and i still feel the same way but damm its hard you cant even just hangout with me to be just friends. ur presence in my life is what i miss most, ive starting to regain my faith in god and i will pray for us that if we cant be a couple we can be the bestest of friends til the end <3 lets get crunk foo hahaha i cant wait til im 18! but hey i hope you read this and not get irritated of mad or annoyed im just tryna share my feelings right when i feell its needs to come out i just want you to understand which is something that you didnt always allow me to do ITS ALL LOVE NO HATE IN OUR FRIENDSHIP okkkkkk um yeaa if you dont hate me u should surprise me with a nice phone call one of these days ;)
hey its kinda weird but im gunna make a scrapbook cuhz i never wanna forget you imma show my kids when im old that i dated a hot ass black chick lol :P
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