the good times we had together. theres a part of me that will always love and miss you no matter what happens you repetively say how people dont appreciate or care about you i was never the one to take you for granted, hurting you was never on my agenda but then again you say i was too nice, too much of a good boy i wanted to be different from the other guys who were mean and didnt treat u the way you deserved but things are over and i gave up on the relationship cuhz ill never truly understand how you feel inside since you never feel like sharing..im done. people always come up and ask me are you okay how are you and symone? you guys still friends? im like yea of course. we talk all the time. i still love her and they say then why does she walk around passing you and actin as if you dont exist and i say idk. why do you do that? why cant you just give me a hug on a daily basis ? ask how im doing? instead of makin faces at me like im stupid or i did something bad to you. and you still insist on takin my food everyday and gettin mad and callin me an ass when i dont give you any. it hurts me when you say things like that. it shows how much you actually appreciate me :( hhhhh but i still stick around and i dont know why. my mind wont let me let go of you and how handful of happiness you splashed me with. WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? am i moving towards the right direction? am i surroundin myself with good people? i need this semester to be over so i can let go of that stress and really allow me to relax and regain my confidence to make it into the next stage of my life so God help me. i pray my family, friends especially Symone who needs guidance in her life
To be continued................
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